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In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try
Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story.
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Sean, 310892ngjunkit@hotmail.com Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides, Even if it meant we’ve cried, It’s inevitable for us, To begin to rust, Breaking the thread wasn’t bad, One of us will bring the thread, One will set us back, Soon, We’ll run on the same track; Should we always miss the chance to see? Beneath the mirror lies a scene Bringing us into a whirl Is that what we deserve? We all know we each own an Otherworld — Just a guy behind the smiles Archives
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Friday, March 4, 2011
- When time's up - Four weeks. Being literally ignored sucks. I won't ever make the same mistake again. . . . School's over. I feel sad that I'm not able to take my train rides with Del and disturb her for another 4-5 months hehe. I'm sad that I wont be able to see my classmates during that period I miss all the stupid things we do in school I miss thinking about what we should eat after lesson ends. I miss waiting for lessons to end. I miss sleeping in lectures. . . . But I'm never gonna miss you. Ever. Leaving someone heart broken and sad is what you guys did. Never even tryin' these past few weeks. Making me feel weak and vulnerable. Making me feel less like a man. Making me feel desperate for help Making me feel irritating because I feel like a pest. Making me feel alone after two years of being together. Making me feel pathetic for needing someone when it's suppose to be natural. Making me feel lost when i always had that perfect vision. Making me feel that broken pieces of my life couldn't be salvaged after approaching so many people. And I mean MANY. Making me shed unnecessary tears that I now thought stupid. And the worst, Making me feel crappy because you guys only wallow in your self pity and insecurities and lies. But through all these, I found life outside of that stupid, self pity, low life that I lead. Better friends and better people. A change in my life, a good one. After what I did for you guys, I feel used. You're evil, that's what you are. And truthfully, I'm so much better without you these past few weeks. Finally feel numb to feel anything right now. Hope you guys enjoy each other's lone companion cause i can only describe you as pathetic. Thanks and bye. Im not apologizing for lashing out because you guys are the worst. . . Anyways, enough of my anger. I'm tortured enough these past few weeks. EXAMS ARE OVER. 2 YEARS OFFICIALLY PAST. FREEDOM FOR 2 WEEKS. yeah. Class outing yesterday. Singing todayyyyy Soccer tmrrrrrrr. Life's good. |
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I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe
Cause.. I'm just restless |
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