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In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try
Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story.
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Sean, 310892ngjunkit@hotmail.com Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides, Even if it meant we’ve cried, It’s inevitable for us, To begin to rust, Breaking the thread wasn’t bad, One of us will bring the thread, One will set us back, Soon, We’ll run on the same track; Should we always miss the chance to see? Beneath the mirror lies a scene Bringing us into a whirl Is that what we deserve? We all know we each own an Otherworld — Just a guy behind the smiles Archives
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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
- . - Yeah, sure. I'm always the childish, immature, selfish, inconsiderate, thoughtless, unkind, useless, unreliable, unrealistic, lame, stupid, nonsensical one. Perhaps, then I should give up on what I do for everyone and see how things change. I don't want to think like this, but everyone's giving me the reason to. Perhaps, people see only what they want to see for themselves, never trying to understand what is it like being on the other side. I just messed up my counselling reflections to help my group salvage a stupid project. I have not studied because I seriously have no time, and have to complete another project I have not done anything internship-related because I have to finalize the stupid report I don't understand what is going on, and everyone is refusing to tell me because they assume I know, or understand. I'm getting criticized so heavily by many that I think it's not even worth it. Everyone thinks I'm a hardcore mugger, or slacker which I think is totally contradicting. Everyone's doing things that they think they can do, but apparently I cannot. I have little people to tell this to because the rest always seem to assume the worst of me. People always assume that I know stuff and I don't tell them, when I ALWAYS do. I always try to help others improve by telling them in a casual way, to push them and motivate them when they clearly cant take the hint. Seriously, I cannot handle all this at once. No one's letting me any air to breathe. People have the choice to do all this, but they choose not to. And when they fail to do so, and I did it, they blame me for being a mugger or nerdy. When all they clearly do is procrastinate. Procrastinating is totally up to you, just don't blame me for your faults. Don't use me as a thing that you can throw your tantrum on. I'm seriously sick of it. Everyone's whining about their sad lives and how they have no motivation to live when they clearly have their families and friends. I don't even speak to my family, and even my own friends are doing it to me. I can't find a person to actually understand how I feel. There's basically no air for me to breathe anymore. If one more person says I have studied, or am ready for exams or whatever. Forget about speaking to me. Cause clearly you don't know crap about my feelings. Oh yeah, and if anyone says I know stuff that I dont tell people, you will find out what it means to know nothing at all. And you think I'm childish? Think again. I'm through acting kiddish or funny with anyone. Sean, just deal with it. The world is tired of you. |
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I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe
Cause.. I'm just restless |
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