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In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try
Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story.
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Sean, 310892ngjunkit@hotmail.com Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides, Even if it meant we’ve cried, It’s inevitable for us, To begin to rust, Breaking the thread wasn’t bad, One of us will bring the thread, One will set us back, Soon, We’ll run on the same track; Should we always miss the chance to see? Beneath the mirror lies a scene Bringing us into a whirl Is that what we deserve? We all know we each own an Otherworld — Just a guy behind the smiles
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
- Resolution for new year - Currently Listening: Apologize - OneRepublic 59 Minutes. I'm thinking about what could have been. 55 Minutes I feel liberated, yet there's this struggle between faith and pain. 44 Minutes There's these flashbacks. And events this year.  31 Minutes Reminiscent. 28 Minutes This time's a lil' overrated for me. But I know if someone understands, it's only the best thing I could hope for. 15Minutes My resolution for the year 2010: Hope.  It's cliche. Seriously. Who said forever is real? Those who said forever lied. I lied. I tried my best. The end is approaching, yet a beginning is inevitable. This endless cycle. All we can hope for, is hope itself. 11 Minutes I miss last year, when it was presumably the worst. and I have been. No reason, just because. 2 Minutes This year. This moment. I can see it passing, and I can't bear to see it go. But something else is pulling away from me. 1 Minute. 2010. It's finally here. And I'm in it. Independent. Sunday, December 27, 2009
- Ends and Beginnings; Fears. - The first post this year. The very first. The one concerning life and the fact that we have no choice but to walk on when we move on our seperate paths. This year. I got everything that I wanted. Everything that I need. But in a way, I lost even more. The tragedies in life, coming on like relentless waves. It does what it wants, leaving us to drinking, wondering fools. Another post. The post about embracing tragedies in life because it gives us what we want: life. Without it, we have no feelings. No emotions. No experience. Nothing. This year. I regretted my actions. I regretted what I said. Tragedies are cold. They kill anyone they infect. Victims become insane, trapped within their own souls forever. Some become weak. I became stronger. But I fear tragedy. I do. This year. I got everything and everything that I wanted. But in a way, I lost even more. Wednesday, December 23, 2009
- Disintergration - I've spent my last night Strung up and pulled tight Holding out, sleepin' proud An answer comes without a please: 'Do what you want.' Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss Rather live my life in regret than do this What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased? Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you'll burn me You'll burn me Hushed with a finger Don't say you'll never when you might, oh just another time This poison comes instruction free Do what you want, but I'm drinking Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss Rather live my life in regret than do this What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased? Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you'll burn me You'll burn me Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss Rather live my life in regret than do this What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased? Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you'll burn me You'll burn me What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased? Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you'll burn me You'll burn me. Wednesday, December 16, 2009
- Pain -  When the sky fails us, everything falls. The world may come to an end, at least to me. The surrealism that surrounds us this very moment. I hope that this is only a wicked dream. But I was wrong. Dreams shattered, tortured by the very people that you once loved. People you once cared for. Does the pain revolve around us? Or are we just victims of our own doing? Do we care too much, that we give up on them? Or has the flame burned out, leaving the candle to dry?  The pain we once felt. Was the pain inflicted real? Real enough to drive us towards the end of everything. The pleasure that it gets, do we dare to reject temptation? Or are we cowardly enough to stop; embrace pain and help do its work by spreading loss and sadness to others? This pain. This agony. The cycle will go on. When will this cosmic revolution end? Will it burn out only when all our lives are truly over? Or will it begin when it has tempted the first life it seeks out? Human beings. It works with something else terrifying. The things that are unpredictable. To everything, life seems so predictable. But we'll never know what pain can do to us. Even time manipulates us, and we don't have a clue. We have no voice. We have no say.  Pain's synergy. All we have, is ourselves at the end. Monday, December 14, 2009
-Disappointment - Everyone's changing. And you guys are a disappointment. Sunday, December 13, 2009
- Scared - My secret. I'm scared. We're all scared. That's the big secret, isn't it? Thursday, December 10, 2009
Afraid; again It happened once. It happened twice. Thrice? No more. Sometimes things just can't be seen from a perspective. My perspective. It's different. Very. Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Time is pressing hard By Delphinna And Meihua Free association Words highlighted given by Meihua... Link together by Delphinna its time.. we cnt breathe.... When things are insignificant they arent recognised.. but how do u noe they are insignificant? Home? is a place to feel comfort... Stop to think of everything... cool ourselves down STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP Inspiration to blog... I kept criticising sean for blogging lame stuff... coz no one wants to read... i mean... it was his reflection... so i kinda tuned out to it... most interesting thing Sean, Delphinna and Meihua encounter today... 1st: Sean Ng Jun Kit almost became eunuch... he forgot to zip his pants... and dropped the scissors on his crouch... 2nd: I just realised Delphinna is as cute as ever... Meihua is as pretty as ever... NN MOST IMPORTANTLY... IM THE MOST FOOLISH PERSON IN THE WORLD EVER... 3rd: I got alone with my thoughts and i tink tats interesting.... |
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I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe
Cause.. I'm just restless |
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