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In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try
Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story.
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Sean, 310892ngjunkit@hotmail.com Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides, Even if it meant we’ve cried, It’s inevitable for us, To begin to rust, Breaking the thread wasn’t bad, One of us will bring the thread, One will set us back, Soon, We’ll run on the same track; Should we always miss the chance to see? Beneath the mirror lies a scene Bringing us into a whirl Is that what we deserve? We all know we each own an Otherworld — Just a guy behind the smiles
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
- Uprising - Mundane day. Thursday, October 29, 2009
- Run - Nice vid. Quite touching, if you think about it ;) Wednesday, October 28, 2009
- Abilities - Currently Listening: The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves Wrong turn and it's over? Did we underestimate human ability, or simply put, our ability to manage our lives? The simplest of things. The darkest moments. Those impressionable smiles. Is it really up to us to tempt fate? Being routed to do things we find hard to handle, or we just simply let go, letting our lives go to waste. We can do better. The balance in our lives that drives people to self denial, to destruction. We can manipulate it. Take a pen in your hand and grip it tight. Who's to say you will let go if others dare you to? Who will judge you for holding on to the pen because I ask you to? Some start to write things down. Others fear the moments it has given us. We can do better. - Praising; stuff - Do you sometimes feel bad? A little bit sad, and a little bit of anger. The things that people say that makes you look shallow. The depths of which people will go just to justify the truth. Sometimes it's better if something remains a secret. By then, people will wish for time to turn back. The things which people inevitably see as regrets in the end. - Life's Disease; Personal- Currently Listening: Life's Disease - Stutterfly Sometimes, I know when life presents you with tons of opportunities, you don't take chances. We don't go for it. Sometimes, we need a lil' push to grab that chance. Maybe it's from a loved one, or a friend. Sometimes, we can't pursue this opportunity because we are lost. We're confused; no way in or no way out. We're simply trapped. Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever felt so lonely in that instant moment? To lose so much, to miss out on everything. A friend's birthday, a wedding or even an event. We'd hate that.  But without missing out on these days, we wouldn't be able to appreciate the better things in life. That single moment of loneliness. The lost time. We'll find a way to get out of it. And take it all back. I am damn selfish. Sometimes, I always want others' approval. And I'll admit. I don't always give back to others. I apologize. Call me shameless or what, but I'm not interested in anyone now. I won't return your heart even if you made it obvious. My actions don't mean a damn thing. It's just the way I am. Making me appear shallower than I seem only makes it worse. I'd rather you hate me. I'm sorry for catching you off guard. Sunday, October 25, 2009
- B.O.D - Currently Listening: Red Blooded Woman - Kylie Minogue Sports? Work? Projects? School? Everything's a mess in my life now. I need a book that has details everything I need. What I want. What I desire. Thursday, October 22, 2009
- Change - Currently Listening: Everybody's Changing - Keane I hate that everything is changing now. It's hard to be who you want to be. People say it's easy, and when they're in the same steps. They'll understand. Wednesday, October 21, 2009
- Balance - Currently Listening: Temporary Insanity - Krista At that instant, everything felt calm. Serenity washed over us, beckoning us with its cry. The cry that seemed so harmless, so pure. We’re deceived by the superficiality of this sound. Some believes that balance exist in our world. It hangs around each person in every second, every time. The time it takes for us to be happy is the time it takes for us to be hurt. To be angry or be fascinated. We’re always desperately clinging on to the very hope of being able to savor the very moments that has intoxicated us. But the shadows that follows this fleeting moment creates the balance, accounting for the emotions we have in our lives. At this juncture, we must either choose to embrace it or deny it. To reject or accept. For good or bad. I'm whiny, but I am not weak. Monday, October 19, 2009
- Conversations wiith my 13 year old self - Currently Listening: Life' Disease - Stutterfly I wanted to find a job. And this is a convo between Chick and I. I'm Just Restless; says: hahaa i think have i thought got lib but need degree omg must call and ask lo ❤ says: work in that cheapo library also need degree -.-" I'm Just Restless; says: hahahah ya lor btw shld i take this job? male models for 400-500 ❤ says: dont have fat models please. HAHA. Friday, October 16, 2009
- Faces; all of them - Currently Listening: Like A Man Possessed - The Get Up Kids. Anyone needs a beanie? I sure could use it. "But you're fooling yourself. You said you love me, you said your sorry's, And then you do it again. A re-offender." Thursday, October 15, 2009
- Chapter 1 - Currently Listening: Run - Snow Patrol "A day, a livelong day, is not one thing but many. It changes not only in growing light toward zenith and decline again, but in texture and mood, in tone and meaning, warped by a thousand factors of season, of heat or cold, of still or multi winds, torqued by odors, tastes, and the fabrics of ice or grass, of bud or leaf or black-drawn naked limbs. And as a day changes so do its subjects, bugs and birds, cats, dogs, butterflies and people. " -Adapted by John Steinbeck Tuesday, October 13, 2009
- Hair - Currently Listening: They'll Never Know - Ross Copperman Rebond is tiring. Straight hair feels weird. I look weird. "War is not the answer, the answer is within you." Monday, October 12, 2009
- Redemption - Currently Listening: Sing For The Moment - Eminem Just one day. All because they want to protect themselves.
They are pursued by insecurity, judgments; things that contribute to the very fundamental notion of self-esteem.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
- Random 10 I's - Currently Listening: Uprising - Muse I need to watch CSI finish. I want bubble tea. I need closure. I want all the awkwardness to end. I am broke. I want to drive. I feel bad. I am too trusting. I want to feel intellectual. I think about it everyday. No matter how strong you are, it doesn't matter at the end of the day; Fear conquers us all. Wednesday, October 7, 2009
- Truth and Lies; Tears - Currently Listening: What If - Ashley Tisdale I almost gave up. People understand. Time just don’t turn back. I can't. The wars that others fight seem so distant, the struggles, the pain. We need to learn the hard way. People see how things work in a certain way, and they live life unbearably. For others, it’s hard to understand how does one love someone else. It’s been 17 years’ worth of apologies, even as infants. For me, I just did it once again. I don’t apologize because I want to, or have to. Just because. P.S. They wished me dead, and now I hope they die. How sad is that. "I just don't want you to know, I wanna make up some simple story; for me to keep the truth and tell you lies." Monday, October 5, 2009
- Time - Sometimes, doesn't it feel like we're going back in time? We're back to where it started. And it feels peaceful. For once. Friday, October 2, 2009
- Daydream; the youths - Currently listening: Furthur - Longview There's a difference between doing things and saying it. People want a world where there's no war. One that has no fights over things like resources or money. That doesn't mean people want people to just be happy all the time. Instead, we want people to experience all kinds of emotions that are in this world. Love, hate, anger, sadness, happiness, etc. All kinds of emotions you could think of. I find myself selfish, cause' I don't want people to feel happy all the time. To experience all the emotions in the world, to finally find the things that truly matter, that is what I want for the world. Every single one in it. Along the way, we will find it difficult to struggle with life. Each of everyone's stories is the same: To find ourselves, define ourselves; find out who we really are. But is there a need for us to define ourselves, the way we act, the way we are? Isn't it better if we were to lose ourselves in the innocence that we once were when we were five? The years which fairies and angels existed, and the very existence of scary monsters in those moments. The fairies are gone, but the monsters are still existent. Things that still haunt us 'till this very day. If experiencing pain, lost and hurt is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it up for the world.  There's a difference between doing things and saying it. - Playstation - Gahhh. Playstation 2 is still one of the best platforms that ever existed. No game, no youth! - Sneezing - Currently Listening: The Man Who Told Everything - Doves I woke up and sneezed. I’m dead. I just found out one shouldn’t press their nose to hold back their sneeze or something, and I did. Nice one. AHH-Choooo. Several possible origins are commonly given. The practice of blessing a sneeze, dating as far back as at least 77 AD, however, is far older than most specific explanations can account for. A legend holds that it was believed that the heart stops when you sneeze, and the phrase "bless you" is meant to ensure the return of life or to encourage your heart to continue beating. One explanation holds that the custom originally began as an actual blessing. Gregory I became Pope in 590 as an outbreak of the bubonic plague was reaching Rome. In hopes of fighting off the disease, he ordered unending prayer and parades of chanters through the streets. At the time, sneezing was thought to be an early symptom of the plague. The blessing ("God bless you!") became a common effort to halt the disease. A variant of the Pope Gregory I story places it with Pope Gregory VII, then tells the common story of "Ring Around the Rosey" being connected to the same plague. Another version says that people used to believe that your soul can be thrown from your body when you sneeze, that sneezing otherwise opened your body to invasion by the Devil or evil spirits, or that sneezing was your body's effort to force out an invading evil spirit. Thus, "bless you" or "God bless you" is used as a sort of shield against evil. Alternatively, it may be possible that the phrase began simply as a response for an event that was not well understood at the time. Another belief is that people used to see sneezing as a sign that God would answer your prayers or an omen of good fortune or good luck. In this case, "Bless you" would be in recognition of that luck. Tibetan Buddhists believe a sneeze (like meditation, falling asleep, preparing to die) can provide a moment of "clear consciousness," when people are opened to greater understanding. Adapted from Wikipedia |
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I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe
Cause.. I'm just restless |
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