You and Me, Masquerading.

In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try

Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story.

Time's up, promise this time you'll back off.

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Sean, 310892
ngjunkit@hotmail.com

Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides,
Even if it meant we’ve cried,
It’s inevitable for us,
To begin to rust,
Breaking the thread wasn’t bad,
One of us will bring the thread,
One will set us back,
Soon,
We’ll run on the same track;
Should we always miss the chance to see?
Beneath the mirror lies a scene
Bringing us into a whirl
Is that what we deserve?
We all know we each own an Otherworld

— Just a guy behind the smiles

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

- Need to believe -

I really want to believe that fairies still exists.
I want to believe that the real world is still far from reach.
I’m takin’ a chance here.
I need a second to breathe.
I promise I’ll do better.
Better than I’ve ever been.
And I’ll show you that you can take a chance on me.
I don't want this to end.
But I'm forced to face the truth.
I'm wasting my life away.
A virus spreading throughout people.
I don't want to be another victim.

Monday, February 8, 2010

- Back -

I'm kinda' missing those moments.
I feel kinda abandoned. But I feel kinda loved at the same time.
Too much confusion.

Friday, January 29, 2010

- Moodswings -

Currently listening : Run - Leona Lewis

I took a peek around facebook to see some profiles (Cause I'm bored, and I have no life DUH).
And a particularly one caught my eye.
I felt sad.
We didn't get to say our long goodbyes cause apparently I did something WRONG.
And I'd never know what was it.
It's because of your stupidity! Your naivety!
And I suffered because of it.
I'm utterly depressed.
I wanna find lots of chocolate and drown myself in it.

- Done -

Everything's finished.
Well, besides exams of course.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

- Desperation -

The measures a desperate man would take.
I feel drained out.
No more energy. No more life. No genuine happiness.
The outlets, for which I rely on, ran out.
I don’t want to admit to becoming a soulless, emotionless being in order to conform and be part of something more.
I don’t want to deny the fact that I have frustrations; that I constantly struggle between real and fiction.

Why do I constantly force myself to listen to others? I don’t know.
Why do others space out just because they feel like it? I don’t know.
People often think they’re ignored; but they’re not.
I try to think that I’m not ignored, but I feel I am.
I’m really afraid to break down again. The last time hurt; and I promised not to fall again.
But every reason is telling me not to.
The truth: I feel pain in every place I tread on.
I’m not an emo’ freak.
But I admit:
I feel more alone than ever.
I can’t take it anymore.
Why can’t everyone just consume hatred and make peace?
I desperately hope everyone will make peace one day.
I guess I’m just frustrated because I feel so much hatred and anger from everyone.
I always try to smile and make people laugh.
My actions are for a reason: to give people a good enough reason to smile again after all the anger they’ve consumed.
But it turns out; everyone doesn’t treat me seriously after that.
I just need a friend to understand all of this. It’s as simple as that.
Like a man possessed, this is the measures a desperate man takes.

Monday, January 25, 2010

- Fool -

Currently Listening: Round & Round - V Factory

I just don't get it.
Why is it so hard for people to apologize?

Just two words: "I'm Sorry".

Worst still, why can't people accept an apology and choose to continue to live in misery?
People, suck it up!
All those egocentricism should stop.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

- Light up, light up -

Currently Listening: Run - Snow Patrol

This whole week was tough.
But I'll try to be better.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I doI know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louderAnd
we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly doLight up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.

I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe

Cause.. I'm just restless

In an hour of weakness, you'd still believe; to try Do this one thing for me, make up some stupid story. Time's up, promise this time you'll back off.
Profile Sean, 310892 ngjunkit@hotmail.com Several years and we were right, The things we did and tried, Experiencing different waves and tides, Even if it meant we’ve cried, It’s inevitable for us, To begin to rust, Breaking the thread wasn’t bad, One of us will bring the thread, One will set us back, Soon, We’ll run on the same track; Should we always miss the chance to see? Beneath the mirror lies a scene Bringing us into a whirl Is that what we deserve? We all know we each own an Otherworld — Just a guy behind the smiles Music Playlist at MixPod.com <$BlogArchiveName$> Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, February 9, 2010 - Need to believe - I really want to believe that fairies still exists. I want to believe that the real world is still far from reach. I’m takin’ a chance here. I need a second to breathe. I promise I’ll do better. Better than I’ve ever been. And I’ll show you that you can take a chance on me. I don't want this to end. But I'm forced to face the truth. I'm wasting my life away. A virus spreading throughout people. I don't want to be another victim. Monday, February 8, 2010 - Back - I'm kinda' missing those moments. I feel kinda abandoned. But I feel kinda loved at the same time. Too much confusion. Friday, January 29, 2010 - Moodswings - Currently listening : Run - Leona Lewis I took a peek around facebook to see some profiles (Cause I'm bored, and I have no life DUH). And a particularly one caught my eye. I felt sad. We didn't get to say our long goodbyes cause apparently I did something WRONG. And I'd never know what was it. It's because of your stupidity! Your naivety! And I suffered because of it. I'm utterly depressed. I wanna find lots of chocolate and drown myself in it. - Done - Everything's finished. Well, besides exams of course. Thursday, January 28, 2010 - Desperation - The measures a desperate man would take. I feel drained out. No more energy. No more life. No genuine happiness. The outlets, for which I rely on, ran out. I don’t want to admit to becoming a soulless, emotionless being in order to conform and be part of something more. I don’t want to deny the fact that I have frustrations; that I constantly struggle between real and fiction. Why do I constantly force myself to listen to others? I don’t know. Why do others space out just because they feel like it? I don’t know. People often think they’re ignored; but they’re not. I try to think that I’m not ignored, but I feel I am. I’m really afraid to break down again. The last time hurt; and I promised not to fall again. But every reason is telling me not to. The truth: I feel pain in every place I tread on. I’m not an emo’ freak. But I admit: I feel more alone than ever. I can’t take it anymore. Why can’t everyone just consume hatred and make peace? I desperately hope everyone will make peace one day. I guess I’m just frustrated because I feel so much hatred and anger from everyone. I always try to smile and make people laugh. My actions are for a reason: to give people a good enough reason to smile again after all the anger they’ve consumed. But it turns out; everyone doesn’t treat me seriously after that. I just need a friend to understand all of this. It’s as simple as that. Like a man possessed, this is the measures a desperate man takes. Monday, January 25, 2010 - Fool - Currently Listening: Round & Round - V Factory I just don't get it. Why is it so hard for people to apologize? Just two words: "I'm Sorry". Worst still, why can't people accept an apology and choose to continue to live in misery? People, suck it up! All those egocentricism should stop. Sunday, January 24, 2010 - Light up, light up - Currently Listening: Run - Snow Patrol This whole week was tough. But I'll try to be better. I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done And I can barely look at you But every single time I doI know we'll make it anywhere Away from here Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder louderAnd we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly doLight up... Slower slower We don't have time for that All I want is to find an easier way To get out of our little heads Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if it's just for a few days Making up for all this mess.
I'm losing patience, waiting on you to believe Cause.. I'm just restless